Category: Dreams/Goals

April 8, 2011- I expected this day to be full of bliss and excitement. I did try it to be… but I couldn’t tell it that it was pitched perfectly.


I woke up at around 7:30 am, an early one.. because of Rocketeer playing in my phone. Me and my dad had to wake up early so we can get my card early and at the same time get the latest issue of Marian Chronicle and some other things that were needed to be picked up.

My grades. I’m speechless. I can’t say that my final numbers were super high. Can’t say they flunked, either. My grades were okay. I didn’t really care that much about my final ratings because 1) the school-year was over; 2) whatever happens, I was still in the HL for school-year 2010-2011! What a mind.

Marian Chronicle. Marian Chronicle. MARIAN CHRONICLE. ♥

This made me very happy today. I just saw my name there, fives times repeated! LOL. Three for the three articles, then two for the Editorial Board. I didn’t know that I was one of the Second Associate Editors. XD Yes! Yes! Yes! (Wonderin’ if The Fruit saw my articles… don’t care!) 😛

Even though I felt kinda lucky enough this day.. I just learned that I must be careful of the things I handle, and I must be sure on all the information I give. OKAAAAYYY? Can’t explain. Can’t publicize that much, sorry! 🙂


I must write an Untold Story tomorrow!





(I got this from This isn’t a real work of mine. Credits to the blog.)

Dear Nene,

happy, happy 16th birthday. I miss you so much…it hurts pero naniniwala ako na our life together is like a carousel, paikot-ikot lang ‘to, hindi natatapos. At kahit anong mangyari.. kahit gaano man katagal o gaano man ka hirap, I will always come back to you and you will always come back to me.

Recently, my life with you has been a ferris wheel ride, exciting, nakakagulat, hindi mo alam kung kelan aakyat at babagsak, kung kelan babagal at kelan bibilis. Akala mo okay na.. biglang hindi pa pala. Hindi mo alam kung sisigaw ka o matatawa.. o iiyak o masusuka kasi iba’t-ibang emosyon ang hatid because of its unpredictable twist and turns.

Kung ako lang, kaya ko to be in a roller coaster ride with you. If i’d use my heart itatakas kita ngayon din at magpapakalayo tayo. Away from everyone else.

Kaya ko kahit anuman and dumating sa atin. Pero dahil mahal kita hahayaan kitang ayusin ang buhay mo. that’s why in the meantime I promise to give you peace. Let’s gather our strength para pagdating ng araw I can take care of you.

kahit hindi na tayo masyadong magkikita, please keep me in your heart as I will always keep you in mine and always remember I love you so.

“i’m letting go of you but that doesn’t mean I’m giving up on you. one day babalikan kita. Be happy always Nene, be happy okay.


I’ve always felt so touched whenever I read this letter. I hope my dream guy would be as thoughtful and loving as Jojo. :”>


When we got up after break time, Madam G. called me to assist her in arranging (attaching double-adhesive tapes) the awards since I was doing nothing in my broken chair.. well it wasn’t really my own chair, alright. 🙂 Iloved how my classmates made fun of me while sitting on the floor, so I joined in because what was in my mind that time is, “Jelou, join in the fun. This is the last time. Forget about your Presidential duties.”

Yes, t’was almost dismissal time. Hereeeee commmeeessszzz the hardest part.

We had removed our chairs and put them in the sides so we can use the middle for the program. Madam turned her laptop on and so was the the projector. Madam prepared three slideshows. One for the boys, one for the girls and the last one for all of us. As a Couragian sees his/her photo on the screen, he/she should come forward to be given some awards (ribbons). When I was called, I was given two ribbons. Oh wait, I was also given some certificates.

These are the awards I’ve received:

  • Certificate of Merit (my fave)
  • Honor Roll Award (ribbon)
  • Best in I.C.T. (ribbon)
  • Certificate of Recognition for being a contributor and an active member of the Young Writers’ Circle
  • Young Scientist Award (certificate)
  • Best Speaker in the English Culminating Activity in her section (certificate)

After the distribution of awards, I saw some of my classmates weeping already. So I thought giving them by handwritten letters so they could cry more. LOL I was just kidding. I really wanted to give them those immediately.

Then some of my classmates gave speeches, but at first I really didn’t want to, even if I should because I know that I’m the President. Sorry guys. But when I felt courage to do it, it was too late. I should have thanked them earlier.. 🙂

I cried when my friend Coleen (a.k.a. shoes) approached me and said that my letter to her was so touching and hugged me. Oh my, I cried so hard. XD

I cried even harder when kuya Ivan came insideour classroom and told me that he wouldn’t be studying in SMASA next year. I was like, “ARE YOU KIDDING????!! YOU CAN’T LEAVE!! YOU SHOULD NOT!!! YOU SHALL NOT!!! YOU OUGHT TO BE STAYING HERE WITH YOUR LITTLE SISTER. </3” Oh my, my school life will be less hilarious without him. He’s like my kuya for almost my entire life.. and he helped me A LOT in things. Even though we had little fights before, I’ll surely miss him.

Before I left the classroom, I hugged my baby 658 that I loved for the entire first year life. Through sadness and whatsoever, my baby 658 was always there to be “an armchair to cry on”. ♥ 🙂

We went to Mang Inasal and afterwards Shakey’s. Foodtrip yeah!

When I got home, my cousin Kim was there! 😀 He came because it was my NANAY’S BIRTHDAY. 🙂 I was glad to be with him after months. We had our Galcutiez bonding.




It’s the 25th! Still ain’t done with this novel. Haha. LOOOL. JK!

After a coup’la minutes it was the seventh graders’ turn to be called. We were only three by the way, because the other students thought that the awarding’s going to be held in the afternoon, so I thought they were still riding in the clouds of their dreams.. Just kidding. Phew! Glad I managed to go up early. 🙂 When my two companions were called, I was left behind there (:”>), for the second time acting like a “lost girl”.  Mmkay, this was a happy part- when my name was called, I heard loud claps and screams coming from the second floor, particularly in the classroom of Couragians my Loves. ♥ I was like, “Huhhh? What’s up with me? :)”. I was sooooo touched to feel their support, and others’ support too- when I was about to go upstage, two people told me “Congratulations!” That felt so real, but not so real because I pictured it like a dream scene. Truly. Chhyeah. 😉

Yeah, I was given a merit certificate (and was glad that there weren’t any spelling errors). When we got up and just before my classmates start their exams, I and some other candidates were called to check test papers because we didn’t really have anything to do. After that, it was recess time. ;;)

OKAAAAY. Recess. Why so emphasized? :”> While I was walking with my closest gal pals, Genevieve and Zet, I saw the fruit sitting kind of alone, so I felt the urge to congratulate him for being a top student. 🙂 But before I could, there was a boy who approached him. So I didn’t bother to come close to him again. :)) Haha, but this was the hilarious part- after me and my pals had bought snacks, we were so close to the fruit so I called him and told “Cwongwats” (with a Mini Keyk cupcake inside my mouth!) Then he said thank you (w/o a smile, he looked mad). I thought it was a little embarrassing but it was alright. :-bd He deserves it! 😛

I’ve finished this one on the 23rd to 24th.

Yeah, I went down and some people stared at me. Including the staffs. But it was alright, I just pretended that I didn’t notice that their eyes were on me. So I decided to go upstairs.. then I heard the sweet rhythm of tantanantanantantantanan, tanananantantantantan! It was the rhythm that stood by me through five years. It was the Recognition Day rhythm that I revel. ♥ When I heard that, I said, “Yes!” to myself with a big smile. 😀 Haha, okay. So  I went upstairs to tell my teacher that I didn’t see any honor stud. But I was forced to go down again. :)) When it was my 2nd time to go down, I was glad to see Celine and Ralph, as you all know they are two honor studs. 😉 I asked them if I could go with them. I was lucky to have two companions that time. XD

When we got on the other side, we were called by Madam Ibay, so we could get ourselves ready. I saw the candidates from the 2nd and 3rd year levels. I searched for the fruit, but I then realized he’s “better”. XD

Continuation tomorrow!! 🙂


Oh yeah, at last. :))

Well, this day was one of the best days in my life.

I cried ( a lot), laughed, kilig-ed (say whuut?) and felt happy for being appreciated.

Lots of surprises surprised me. Lol. XD

Let us start!

Awards, alright. I thought the awarding of Merit Certificates will be held in the afternoon. And that THE FRUIT will be there. But it didn’t turn out the way I thought it will. But I still felt jovial. To be honest, even more! :]

Here’s the story.

After the Morning Praise, Madam told me to go down because the awarding will start. Yeah, I went down stairs even though I’m really confused about where I should particularly ”sit”. 🙂 When I went down, the people were like.. staring at me because I looked like a “lost girl”. :))

To be continued tomorrow (032211) — JelouGhee♥

11:34 in the evening. T.T

About to sleep. Post ko muna ‘to. 🙂

Yes, this day was anything but ordinary. Can’t even explain. It’s so strange.

Like when nakakaliko ako while biking like whoa! Wow, grabe ako lumiko, I almost bumped! XD Thank God for saving me. 🙂

Another was my confusion, I was like, “may pasok?” then “ay wala nga pala.” XD

Maybe I’m just schoolsick. Can’t wait ’til Saturday! CRGNS and AWRD.

Because my sadness was removed, I’ll still consider it THE DREAM. 🙂

Then I have a new phone. N86, my mom’s recently used. She got a new one kasi. So that’s it, same circulation. Every phone that my mom uses will be mine too. :))

I also enjoyed my time with my Chinese cousins. HOHO.

..Did I mention it’s really windy today? I was all like, “PAPARATING NA!” :))

But no sign of TNGRN. It’s alright! 🙂 I can be happy without that fruit. LOL. XD

Check out my Gravatarr. IDC, alright. XD That fruit will never think of opening my blog. :-bd

Kbye! 😛


Oh man, I can’t even look at my post yesterday. 😦 It hurts every time I remember that I was so happy yesterday for expecting too much.

Here’s my status in FB today: (not visible to all, though)

Waaaaaaah. :[ It was my last chance.. unfortunately I didn’t get it. Maybe hindi nga talaga meant ‘yun sa akin. Sorry God but I can’t help myself to be sad.. yet I promise I’ll do everything to be happy again like yesterday, when I thought na magkakatotoo na ‘yun. :(( </3 Please help me..

Aww. I’m not saying t’was my kuya’s fault. It’s nobody’s fault.. except for me. I broke my own heart, alright.

Sabi nga ni Zet, “Kung hindi para sa ‘yo, hindi talaga mangyayari.”

Last Recog. na nila eh. I was nearly there.

Who else to blame? The rules? Well, to be sincere, I find it unfair. I want to know why the rules were changed.

Well, thank you GOD, still! 🙂